This week has been such that I just can’t get going. I am so so tired it is unbelievable. So I did the unthinkable. During my lunch I went into my boss’ office and took a nap underneath her desk. Now understand that my boss is out of town three to four days a week in another office in Chicago. She told me that I should feel free to use her office whenever I needed and today I needed to take a nap. I know it was a bold move but I wasn’t getting any work done and needed to perk up. Oh at least I went into an office, closed the door and tried to be discreet. Some of ya’ll fall asleep at your desks. Now what?
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- I know I don’t need another hobby but I started to learn how to knit. Some of the women (and men) at my job stay after work once every two weeks and knit. They invited me and I figured why not? It’s always good to try something new. I actually did quite well. It made me excited. I want to learn how to make a scarf since its cold here. Maybe I’ll finish it before winter is over. You can learn a lot from people
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I really do enjoy cooking. A lot. Something about it is soothing. I try to make new recipes every week and even experiment with making my own stuff. This week I made my own Teriyaki sauce and it came out really really good. I figured I would share this experience with others as I grow and get better.
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So I have referred to nasty foot looker several times and his inability to keep in the friend zone right? Well I had decided not to let that bother me. If that’s how he was gonna be then it was on him if he got his feelings hurt. I had done more than my share to explain the situation to him. So he texted me to ask me how I was doing and to tell me he was sick. I told him that the first step was to stop saying he was sick. He didn’t understand, so I used that opportunity to explain faith to him without shoving God down his throat. I explained to him that a millionaire doesn’t run around saying “I’m poor!” “I’m gonna be broke!” They run around speaking things into existence.
My heart was in the right place but it just didn’t work. He went all the way left with it. He said that meant that all he had to do was keep speaking a relationship into existence and it would happen. I said no because I had free will and that only applied to promises God already gave us like health.
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He wanted to hang out so I was gonna do something like a movie where we didn’t have to talk. Let me say this. He isn’t a bad guy. He is actually a good guy. I just don’t like him. So I explained to him that I would hang out with him but only if he never mentioned liking me ever again. If he did, I wouldn’t talk or hang out with him ever again. I was dead serious. It’s awkward and when someone presses that hard especially when you tell them you don’t like them it appears desperate.
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- We kept talking and he kept pressing so I finally told him that he was trying too hard and he needed to fall back. He keeps approaching this as if there was ever a chance for this to be more than a friendship and it didn’t. He wants something different from me than I want from him and I’m not interested. The conversation didn’t end on the best note and we probably won’t speak again? Now was I mean? I mean I told him from jump and I never gave him any indication that it could be more. Whatever. I don’t care that much.
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- Oh you know what else? I forgot. He wanted to pick me up from my house to go to the movies. I told him it wasn’t happening and I would meet him at the theater. You know what he said? Still don’t trust me? No. I don’t know you and you don’t know me so how could trust be established? I know you’re not crazy. So. That has nothing to do with trusting someone I see. You have trust issues. No I don’t have trust issues. You have not warranted my trust. You keep jumping the gun on a lot of stuff. When people are so quick to jump into things that actually turns people off. (Cricket Cricket). I tried to be nice.
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